Twisted Reality: The Misadventures of V

Debating whether I should delete this or not.

I feel like a Vulcan.
Trapped in some vortex. Stuck on this strange planet not knowing how to communicate. Every time I try, I end up looking like a retard. Not that I am. I speak and my mind gets flustered. Mission accomplished. Retard status achieved. I WANT TO BE ABLE TO EXPRESS MYSELF! That might be the reason I write music. Using the lyrics to say how I feel. Oh well, just another day in the life of V.

Sincerely,
V

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Sincerely,
meetvirginia

Hmmm? Maybe? Anyways, Smiley got to where he was because of decisions he made. I don't think it was ODD. He liked the five-finger discount, resisting authority, and staying out late. They say he is not Asperger's anymore. Somehow he is bipolar. My Asperger's is very apparent. You can spot my social awkwardness ( I love that word!) from a mile away. It's strange now that I think about. I thought my constant anger and touchiness was just Asperger's. I thought the creative blocks were normal. I also thought it was normal to be hyper and mellow at the same time. I could always just go from fine to crying, weeping and to angry. It was so weird. When I was really little they thought I was bipolar. Maybe I am. More study is needed. Must research further. Must also go and conquer the strange world of Adobe Illustrator.

<3 V

...Well it could be...
If I wasn't so damn busy. (That's right the Mormon Aspie has a swearing problem. "Deal with it broham!") What have I been up to? Fake college. I'm a CIS major. (computer information systems) It's hard. Really hard. But I manage. Also I HAVE A JOB! I teach guitar lessons. I'm not that good at it but hey, it's money in my pocket. It teaches me a lot actually about guitar. Teaching is learning. Another good thing is I finished writing 2 songs and recorded some video. I have to rewrite the songs, but it's progress. Anyways Smiley might be home by Christmas! Smiley is my brother. That was his nickname since he was little. He is in a state program for being oppositional-defiant. And he said he loved me. Maybe we can right some long buried wrongs. I sure hope so.
ADIEU
♥ V

This is a reponse to a note my friend T.F. wrote on facebook on inner beauty. I said guys who break girls hearts should be taken out back and beaten severely. He said grls shouldn't put themselves in that posistion. Let me ask you. If you are a girl and have had your heart broken, did you ask for it? I should hope not. If you did, you have issues. Also some guys are self-centered care more about themselves then the girl they are with. That just means you don't know how to treat a woman, and you should have your man card revoked.
I have had my heart broken several times and I DID NOT ASK FOR IT! Pardon me for being gullible; I didn't deserve it.

Sincerely,
V

P.S. Sorry if this doesn't make sense, ADHD talking.

I told you I loved you and this is what you said:
"my heart is black
and my skin is too
don't act so wack
i've got a mission to do"